Sunday, November 29, 2009

work experience ?

so okay my parents won't let me get work experience. Why? I truly don't know why.
My dad's like Oh now you need to focus on your HSC. But what about these summer holidays?
-Oh well..i'll take you out to places.
YEAH RIGHT. sureeee. Like you know how to handle us. How to nurture us. Or even how to discipline us. Like you bothered to hear me out.
My parents were born in a different generation. I am born in this generation. Why can't they realise that the world is changing. Things have changed.
They're still clinging to their own ways which have no purpose in this time. Their methods, their rules...is not fit for this generation.
Why can't they listen to me?
They won't let me go work because they think i'll runaway with some guy at work. If only the past did not let them influence their decisions upon me. I wish they'd realise the truth. I wish they could see me and how different I am.
I know that i'am mature and that i'm nothing like what they think i am.
Sometimes I want to grab them and force them to understand.

They're only looking through their perceptions. Look beyond.

Friday, November 27, 2009

EidMubarak !

Eid Mubarakh to those of you who are indeed celebrating it today !
Well, here's the recount of the whole day's havoc:
1am-3am: Designing henna on my hand -_-
7am-12: Eid prayer, getting ready-hair, make-up (Grr, took me a while !) and of course cladding on my AWESOME ANARKOLI ! (ALLITERATION ! ;p)
12-4pm: Visiting all the curry places LOL ! :P
4-6pm: End of year party at library, hanging out near the station and 'attempting' to prank one of my friend's house (but sadly failed). Accidently 'prank' called my friend with a 'husky, male voice' :P
6-12pm (whatever time it is): Greeting and bidding goodbye guests, Maccas and sundaes!, AND FOOD ! ;)

Awesome day =]

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

TAZZYYYYYYY ! :(

taz is gone to bd ! :(:(:(
*CRYYYYYYYYYY*
I'll miss her so much !

She can't leave, she's the glue. The only thing that can mend everything back together. She's SUPER GLUE (H)
I'll miss her laughs, her outrageous sarcasm, her interpretation of almost everything. But mostly, I'll miss her presence beside me and all our friends. She's such an amazing and beautiful person-no-one, and I mean NO-ONE can replace her. :)
Gosh, she'd be like freaking out if she saw this post...maybe :P
I'll miss her at the book clubs, Eid, holidays, and everyday.
-Happy early holidays, Eid Mubarak, and NY

Adeiu. Te Amo T
<3

Monday, November 23, 2009

EatmeELMO

wow, my first blog. =o
hmm, yeah im pretty much excited.
actually no, im bored. boredddd!
mon. night, no hw, just some boring prelim maths exam this thurs. Grr.
My school is so disorganised. It is the 'personification of disorganistaion' Okay, lol...that was lame...but it's a personal joke :P
My school is really, truly messed up. It has no proper order, subjects are limited and the school environment....oh Don't get me started !
well, our school finishes two weeks earlier than 'normal' schools. Today our maths teacher was talking about how students shouldn't have 'arrogance' because in uni nobody 'likes arrogant people' and it 'won't get you anywhere in life'. She assumed we all had some sort of arrogance and told us we should be like 'normal' students.
But then i thought, Define Normal.
what is normal. Isn't it your own perception? Why is it that we should follow one person's way of 'normalism' ? That wouldn't be right as that would be following the wrong perception of normal.
Well enough of my philosophism-(if that is a word !)

ciao readers (: (Gotta read my book : 'the year the gypsies came'-really intriguing.